Sometimes I can’t help but wonder why God decided to give me a brain. It’s as much a gift as it is a curse in the giant scheme of things. Man can appreciate a fine meal or companion even more so than dog, yet is offset by how often we find ourselves focusing on the obscenely mundane. From the invention of the great seedless watermelon to kids killing kids for their iPods, ( Man != Dog ) /\ ( Dog != Man ) but substitute a Dog for a Man and perhaps we’ll all learn a thing or two from the other.

P.S. I’m getting reincarnated as a dog in my next life aren’t I?

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posted by Jeff at 10:16 AM

Mind the Mind

“I’m thinking too much again” thought J-san to himself. Although he could never recall the precursory thought that led to the statement, it was if anything, the thought to end all thoughts. Or so J-san would have himself believe. This is the tale of a man withdrawn, idle and passive to a fault. Skirting the fine line of mu in daily forays within himself, J-san was running in circles. There were always questions to be answered, and answers to be questioned. If only I could stop thinking..

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posted by Jeff at 5:11 PM

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posted by Jeff at 12:11 PM

almost been a year since my last post and still surprised they haven't just gotten rid of my blog by now.. freewriting, thought I'd give it a shot this one time.. I am so confused now.. about myself, what I've been doing and how I've been doing these past couple of years.. times it seems like I wasted a good portion of my life moping and dwelling on issues that while they do concern me in the larger picture.. I know deep down that I'm ultimately unable to change things to meet my expectations of life.. so what exactly has changed for me this summer? well that's for me to know and you guys to figure out.. I don't want to be ignorant of what goes around me but I can't stand to feel the way I do each day as I walk into work.. still not sure what I'm trying to say here.. I've been staring out at the world through this 17" electric window in front of me for far too long.. it's provided me with the sense of security I've needed to make up for my lack of self confidence, esteem, or whatever the hell it's called.. in a way I'm happier than I was before I suppose.. hopefully this'll be a change for the better.. but time to go out and feel the sun on my face, breeze through my hair, and get the fuck out of this room..

till next time..

cheers to killing off the hermit in me..

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posted by Jeff at 11:18 AM