so guess it's that time of the year again for my now annual post.. no I'm not dead but pretty sure my blog's been forgotten by now so probably safe to start posting again.. where to start.. well for one thing gone are the days of staying home, brooding, thinking, regretting, contemplating, blah blah blah ___ ing.. albeit some would argue that doing nothing and becoming one with your mu is the pinnacle of human existance, but whatever.. anyways, suppose I should start calling myself the cogman now, just one small cog in the giant machine known as corporate america.. where we all dress alike in our dress shirts and pants, mindless automatons stripped of individuality, where corporate politics outweigh morality, etc.. not that I care long as I'm getting paid.. now there's the get-go attitude.. mm hmm.. course everyone there probably thinks they'll be breaking out of the corporate mold.. that this'll only hold them over till god knows when, but in the end it's all the same.. people forget, give up, or are just tired.. lose sight of their personal agenda and there's the bulk of the corporate workforce.. people that do what they do not because they like doing it, but only because it's something they can do.. stay still long enough and the world passes you by.. computers, automation, and whatnot.. skillsets dwindling and becoming obsolete until it finally dawns upon you one day that you can be gone and no one'll miss you.. they'll just cart in the next suit over to take your place.. mind you I am of course still in the denial phase.. consciously ignorant of the fact that this is not what I should be doing.. just waiting for a sign.. (well, money actually probably).. divine intervention or whatever.. gonna break out of this mold.. gonna show the world.. just need a sign.. or a push.. time will tell..

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posted by Jeff at 4:50 PM