Ordinarily people went to the library to read the books, but not C-san. Rather, the sole purpose of his daily visits to the open stacks was to satisfy an eccentric fetish of his. C-san was a 'book-sniffer'. Entrenching himself in the cramped narrow spaces between shelves full of rotting texts, C-san relished the faint musky aroma that its withering yellowed pages gave off. Glues, white-outs, and aerosols no longer excited him as they used to do. For him, the virgin scent of a vintage leather-bound first-edition that had never been checked out was far more appealing as it brought him more pleasure than any woman ever could. Running his nose slowly over each book as it lay there helpless on the shelves, C-san's nostrils flared in rhythm as he passionately violated its sanctity with each nasal snort. Like a crack addict with no tomorrow he pranced about the stacks, desperately sniffing away and savoring each passing moment. C-san was in ecstasy.

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posted by Jeff at 1:33 PM

B-san cast a nervous glance at the stranger relieving himself in the stall beside his. His line of sight was starting to wander downwards as he reluctantly gave in to a sense of primal curiosity when the man suddenly seemed to take notice of him. Their eyes having almost met, B-san immediately turned away and stared back at his own urinal in shame, trying to pretend nothing had happened. Noticing the three ominous black pubes clearly plastered against the cold white porcelain in front of him, B-san trembled in anticipation as homophobic and homoerotic thoughts flitted about in his mind. Lost in his own fears and fantasies for what seemed like an eternity, B-san suddenly snapped out of his daze when he heard the resounding click of the restroom door lock...

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posted by Jeff at 11:35 PM

Leaning against the 9th-floor balcony railing with her head cradled between two folded arms, A-san smiled quietly to herself as she stared down at the distant black and white checkered floor of the library. With an unnerving look of determination in her eyes, she focused intently on the single white square that was directly beneath her. Everything else slowly faded into a blurry sea of blacks and whites as she devoted her complete attention on the target, interrupted only by the occasional colored dot of some stranger's head as people milled about unaware down below. A-san breathed heavily in anticipation as her heart instinctively fluttered from the impending sense of thrill. Her smile gave way to a smirk, and the smirk to a laugh as she turned around and let out a long sigh...

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posted by Jeff at 3:12 PM

great.. just great.. see what you've made me do now? now I've lost an hour or two when I could've been working on my testament.. I hope you're happy.. don't give me that sad good for nothing sorry looking face you bitch.. yeah, that's right.. damn I have problems.. no, I'm not losing it mind you.. now where were we.. what's left.. hrm.. on motivations.. on ego & humility.. hrm.. wonder what else.. guess I'll stick in an on etc.. on homos maybe.. dunno, need a more PC-sounding title.. god damnit, never gonna finish this in time.. 20 minute presentation in a couple weeks, maybe I should be working on that instead.. nah, this is way more important.. 10 page paper on beat takeshi due in a couple weeks.. nah, I can always BS that, seen all his movies like three times over at least already.. alrighty... don't say I didn't tell you so.. I told you so.. damn.. I'm such a fool.. so much work.. hahaha.. who am I? honey, if you don't know who this is by now.. you're hopeless.. I'm hopeless.. god save us all.. wheeeeeeeeeeee.. someone's been having too much caffeine I see.. did not.. did too !! did too did too did too !! oh be quiet.. damn, lost my train of thought.. aww.. you're so cute.. I love you.. not.. no like me? no, I hate you.. that's too bad.. we could've been friends.. we can still be friends.. uh huh.. no, for real.. you're shitting me.. am not.. am too.. am not.. I can see it in your eyes.. them beady little eyes of yours.. why don't you get contacts? dunno.. they're better you know.. dunno.. are you gay? dunno.. don't give me that.. dunno dunno dunno.. damn.. starting to sound all whiny I am.. that's bad.. where's my ritalin.. poor boy's gonna be put to sleep now.. and good night to you all.. good bye this cruel cruel world.. bleh, stop trying to be so melodramatic for god's sake.. oh fine.. so be it.. that's a good boy.. =)
posted by Jeff at 5:42 PM

aww.. poor poor blog, how I've neglected you so.. you've missed me right? no? oh well, guess it doesn't really matter.. yes, I've been busy.. no, not with schoolwork.. just some erm.. other stuff, right.. no need to be jealous.. that thing over there? dunno, just call it a testament of sorts.. now now, don't get all worked up about nothing, just need to finish it before the term lets out.. yes, it's that important to me.. oh be quiet you.. serves you right.. shup now or else I'll hit delete I will.. there we go.. good boy.. aww.. little blog wants another post? hmm.. dunno.. don't give me that look, it's not my fault.. now that's just playing dirty.. meanie.. I'm such a sucker.. there we go.. posted, happy now? good, now leave me alone.. I'm running out of time . . .
posted by Jeff at 4:30 PM